Maybe because I played with the Tarot cards last night.
I asked a question regarding a proposal I have out at the moment. I ask this question once a week, and so far, the cards have told me to be patient.
Last night, I drew the Queen of Wands. Since, I’m still learning, I went to the book. The answer was ambiguous. Someone else holds my fate in their hands. So I interpret it to be the editor—and was it coincidence that the card depicts a blonde woman? I think not. This particular editor is both.
I drew another card, the Six of Wands, to see what her answer would be. And it said absolutely yes! So now I have it on great authority and all I have to do is wait.