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Last week…
- I completed one author’s edits! Yay!
- I’ve continued some light exercises.
- I’ve been painting every day as part of #the100dayproject—and I’m liking my latest efforts.
This next week…
- I will have one author’s edits to begin work on. I’d like to get halfway through it.
- I’ll send out a notice to authors to see who might like to blog on my website, April through June—since I plan to still be here!
- I’ll return my attention to Ignition, because I really, really want to finish it before April 1st!
- I have administrative things to do this week to “get my affairs in order” before surgery.
- I’ll continue working on #the100dayproject.
Update
This month, I’m busy trying to get ready for my surgery that’s happening on April 1st. I have lots of little things to handle before the big day—making sure my daughter knows where my important papers are, making sure she knows who to contact should something go wrong, leaving breadcrumbs for her to find her way through my computer and files. I’ve had this computer for a number of years, and it has little idiosyncrasies that might drive a person who isn’t familiar with it crazy.
I’ve had interesting conversations with the girls—who gets my bedroom, office, and craft room when I’m gone. The 16-year-old has dibs, and she’s said my bedroom will remain the same because she loves all my “junk,” and the office will become her gaming room, AND she won’t let her mom ditch all my craft and art supplies in the art room because she wants to putter in there with all those “treasures.” We laughed about it. And we all talk often about what happens when I’m gone. Getting them used to the idea helps with the grief. We had a long time taking care of grandma, my father, and my mother to get used to the idea of their passing. It helped to talk about a future without them. Yes, their deaths were still devastating, but the sting was somewhat muted because we’d prepared ourselves emotionally. NOT THAT I DON’T FULLY EXPECT TO MAKE IT THROUGH MY SURGERY! I do! Still…
Can I bitch about a little thing and not seem silly? My hair is beginning to grow back in—and my, oh my is it ever gray (well, more silver than gray). And, it’s growing faster at the bottom than the top of my head, which looks very weird. I joke that I look like Ludwig Von Drake. I’ll still be in hats through the summer!
Now that I’m just doing immunotherapy infusions, the chemo-devastation has subsided. My foot neuropathy is still there as is my slightly blurred vision, but I can make it through the day without taking a nap, although I do shut down working in the early afternoon and head to my recliner to watch some TV. I’m still building stamina—which will take another big hit after the 1st. I’m so not looking forward to the recovery, but I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure the 16-year-old doesn’t get her mitts on my art supplies just yet. 🙂
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Biggggg hugs, D. Been following these updates. You have my admiration and more- the best energy I can send. Although let’s be honest. You’re sending out the best energy to all of us daily – and have been doing so for years. Trusting that you’ll fly through your surgery and that all will be incredibly successful :-). Love!
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I think it is healthy to talk about possible outcomes and even death.
We can’t escape it– well, unless you are Keith Richards.
But, we work so hard to normalize other things but death is still taboo.
And — NO. Nobody is going to get their filthy paws on your crafting supplies, office, or bedroom.
You still have things to do.
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Thank you for update and so glad you’re fighting
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Mama, you’ve got this. I just know it! I love you so much!
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Huge hugs, Delilah. Praying for you and rooting for you, QUEEN!
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Hang in there. Sending good, positive vibes your way. And your family’s way. And the craft room’s way – because you’ll be back before you know it.
And, kudos to you for having the difficult conversations now.